So today has been pretty productive, and started off pretty well. I went and applied for some jobs, talked to a Manager at one of the locations. He wants me to bring up photo copies of a few things, and then he will set me up with an interview. SCORE! I can only hope and pray God will help me in my journey. This job is decent pay almost as much as what my husband was making. Hopefully, I can get something sooner, then later though. That way car payments will be made on time and our credit score will not be effected.
There will be no insurance, but that is okay, at least I will be able to pay the bills right? I have contacted the community college about getting into their nursing program. Hopefully I will hear something back from them soon, deadline for enrollment into the Fall classes is August 19th, so I need to have all my ducks lined up just right. I know I will be checking our free credit score, to make sure this set back in our lives doesn’t effect us to bad.
For the first time in a long time, I am actually pretty content with my life, and with the directions it will soon be going. At first I was scared to death, I am sure I will get that feeling when I get into College, and when I start working again (crossing fingers to get this job) but everyone has to start some where right? I think a lot of what scares me, is being away from my daughter for so long. I know she is almost 10, but I have never been away from her for long periods.
Over time, the feelings I have of myself will change, soon I will be accomplishing my goals, and setting new ones, not only to be the best that I can be, but to also set examples for my daughter. To show her as long as she sets her mind to something she can also succeed in anything.
So here is to a fresh start, a new beginning, a journey that will not only change my life, but the life of my family.