How many of you have sat there, and thought “what the hell is the point?” I have a lot, matter of fact I do it several times a month. It seems the harder I try and the more I do, it just isn’t good enough. Yesterday I was extremely moody, I was at the verge of tears most the day. I feel as though I am failing at this thing we call life.
To be honest I don’t know how much more I am able to take before I do have a complete meltdown. So yesterday I didn’t do much of anything, then towards the end of the evening I just sat here thinking. You know somewhere out there I know someone has it a hell of a lot worse then I do.
So as I sat here I was talking to God (Yes I talk to God, although I don’t believe in somethings I do believe there is a God and he has answered many times). I told him to show me the things I do are worth it, that they’re helping… because it just seems like the things I do are really for nothing. After having my little chat with the man above, I decided I should stop moping and get some thing done.
I worked on the Newsletter template, I want it to be perfect. I want people to want to receive the Newsletter. I picked some winners, I favorited some giveaways on twitter to enter later, I even went to pinterest and did some looking around. Although I planned to go to bed early that didn’t go as planned. I laid here talking to my husband and just cuddling. Cuddling don’t happen as much as it should around here, to much crap on our minds.
Anyways I went to bed and woke up to many good emails. I will share these with you soon enough! Lets just say God knows when I need him the most, and he comes through.
If you are in that place and you believe just ask. He is listening and he has come through many times for me in the past. Now he won’t make you rich over night, but in time he can bless you in many ways.