Good Days and Bad Days

I wish they had a cure for every issue known to human. I have good days and I have bad days. I have never kept is a secret on the site that I have bad anxiety. My anxiety issues are extreme on some days, and on others I am perfectly fine. I have been diagnosed with both PTSD and Social Phobia. Most times I will not leave the house unless I have my husband or daughter with me.

Going to the city is a chore. While I will not go by myself, when I go my heart beats a mile a minute and as soon as I get into the city I feel sick to my stomach. Thankfully we don’t go to the city often and when we do I grip the steering wheel.

I have however learned a back way into the city which will take us to most the stores. So this is a plus, I think the news is what has me freaked out, hearing about all the shootings, and the carjackings, has me wanting to stay in my nice little small town. When I say small I mean small, we don’t even have a Walmart!

Next town over isn’t so bad, and I do go shopping their when I need anything from Walmart.

Today was one of those bad days, although I took my wonderful meds I was still freaking out about making a phone call, my husband ended up making the call for me, then when I had to leave the house my stomach was in knots the whole time.

I think all the stress is what has caused the blood vessel in my eye to break. So not only was I having a bad day, I have blood all through my eye. Hopefully soon I will be able to afford to pay the eye doctor, because this is the second time I woke to my eye bleeding, and to be honest, it freaks me out.


About Jammie Morey

Jammie is of Native American descent, she has family from the Ojibway/Chippewa tribe in Mount Pleasant, Michigan. She was born and raised in Michigan, where she later moved to Tennessee with her husband and daughter. Jammie and her husband home school their daughter, and enjoy doing many things together as a family. Some of those activities include geocaching, hiking, fishing, playing games together as a family, and just being silly with their daughter. Jammie is Owner of The Neat Things in Life. For more information visit on Google+.

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