Being FAT Sucks.

Here is were I go through that emo depression state, where I look in the mirror and see a blob of fat looking back at me. My husband gives me that speech about the camera making you look bigger than you are blah blah blah.

blah is all I can say I have always been a bigger girl, and it has always had some sort of emotional toll on my life. I personally feel being over weight plays a big roll in my anxiety. It often makes me have panic attacks because I feel everyone is watching and making fun.

Well, it’s time I do something about it, I have to get this issue under control because all it’s doing is controlling my life. I won’t go out dancing with my husband, hell I won’t even dance with my husband in our own home…

Starting today there is no looking back… I am going to have to fight the temptations, put my big girl panties on and fight my hardest against this FAT. If I can quit smoking, I can battle this weight demon I live with daily…

I have no clue where I am going to start, and this will be a long battle… tonight I will be taking all my measurements, and I will attempt to log my intakes, as well as what I take in water wise. I have to not sit back no more and let this fat win. I have asked a dear friend of mine, who has battled her fat and is winning to help me come up with a game plan.

PR if you want to pitch me with weight loss products go for it, however, DO NOT pitch me with books… I am not going to lose weight reading a book on how to lose weight, and those sort of things depress me even more.

So… short term goal, is to come up with a long term goal, take my measurements, start eating better, and to hit the fat where it hurts it the most…

As I said I know this will be a long process, I don’t expect huge results to start, but long term I want to be healthy and happy. I want to be able to dance with my husband with out feeling ashamed, or embarrassed.

My journey begins… HERE

About Jammie Morey

Jammie is of Native American descent, she has family from the Ojibway/Chippewa tribe in Mount Pleasant, Michigan. She was born and raised in Michigan. She enjoys doing many things with her family. Some of those activities include geocaching, hiking, fishing, playing games together as a family, and just being silly with her daughter. Jammie is Owner of The Neat Things in Life. For more information visit on Google+.


  1. Aww you can do it!! I got to get back on track to! Hopefully with the kids out of school jas will workout with me lol. I hate working out alone. And omg cute picture!!

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